During the one and a half year I’ve been a Muslim. I’ve been both “Muslim of the year” and only a few months later been looked at almost as a non-Muslim. I love a real thrill, and this one could be a success in a horror theme park.
Just to make it clear for everyone, I’ve never wanted to be someone whom people look up to – mostly because I’m a Muslim, and therefore through my Da’wah suggests that everyone look up to the one and only, Prophet Muhammed (SAW).
Secondly, I’ve never asked to be a spokesperson for the Norwegian-Muslims, even though it have been the result out of everything. Compared to the Salafi Al-Jihadi and the Ultra-Liberal voices, I must admit that my voice have been something quite different. I’m not following any certain ideology, and my goal is neither to be crowned as a saint by the Muslims nor to be accepted by the society.
Even though, I would wish for both the accept of my fellow brothers and sisters and from the society – I’m most likely never going to get it. I’m not a person who’ll lick asses to be liked. I’m not a person who’ll end up as the bitch of anyone. I am myself, and I bow only for Allah (SWT). I will fight for my right to do just that, till the moment my heart stops beating.
Many have tried to change me into whom they’d like me to be – I’m a resource for everyone, and the goal for many have been to get a piece of me. I’ve even been attempted threatened into co-operation. I only have one answer to those who find it legit and smart to threat me – Just come and get me.
If there is any Muslims out there, who by Shari’a find my life a bearing – Just tell me where to place my head, and you’ll be allowed to cut it right off. I’m a servant of Allah (SWT) – not a slave of you. If anyone can justify towards the society, the human race or towards Allah (SWT), our Creator and Lord – That my life is not deserved, and that my throat should be cut off sooner rather than later – Go ahead, I’m more afraid of not being able to argue for myself and my actions when I meet my final judge – than I am to loose my life any day.
I am a Muslim punker, and the reason is simple. Our religion is no longer looked at as a religion. It have become a political ideology, which our Muslim leaders, “religious” leaders and “Islamic” countries use to hold their own people in chains, and globally punishing Muslims for being who we are.
I am a Muslim punker, because I know to value my own personal freedom, and therefore I value others – I’m tired of the blunt rage every time someone want a excuse to hate us. We’re so easy to lead into a furious rage, that I’m sometimes wondering if we’re actually following the same religion, reading the same Qu’ran and memorizing the same Hadiths.
This is not a uproar against Islam, but rather toward those who use Islam as an excuse to bring others down, to gain political power, and to boost their own selfish need of being a leader, and whom use that great chance of doing something good – to the opposite and bring downs the zipper and piss on their own people.
I’m not a Muslim punker because I believe a good Muslim should be a radical political outcast. I’m not a Muslim punker, because I believe it’s a good idea to use music as Da’wah.
I am a Muslim punker, because I’m forced to be it – I am forced by todays situation, I’m dead tired of people who kill in the name of our beloved Prophet Muhammed (SAW), I’m dead tired of people who link culture with religion. I am a proud Muslim, and I have converted because I believe in Allah (SWT) as the one and only God, and that the Prophet Muhammed (SAW) was His last Prophet and messenger.
I didn’t convert because I believe in people bowing down for the King of Saudi Arabia or the President of Egypt. I won’t ever do anything else than mock them, and entitle them as the fools they are. I won’t ever do anything else than to fight against them. They are attempting to destroy my religion, and they are attempting to destroy me – I will do everything that’s possible for me to destroy them.
And, to make this speech even more radical – I wouldn’t need to be a Muslim punker, if there wasn’t so many crap people out there, who’ve done all that Allah (SWT) prohibit us. They’ve gotten arrogance in their hearts, they’ve placed materialism over socialism. I’m dead tired of it all. It’s time to admit in our own hearts – that we Muslims isn’t special because we say La Illaha Illah Allah – We are special only when we follow it. A person whom say something, and do the direct opposite – Isn’t more than a fake, and a hypocrite.
I have been judged so many times, and both in good and bad. I’ve never asked for, and I’ve never wanted to be described as “A good Muslim” and neither have I asked to be described as “Kufar”, I’m a Muslim, and no Muslim should want to be judged, because we know that all our actions and all our intentions once will be weighted by Allah (SWT), and God knows best.
Out of all the brothers and sisters I know, I can’t describe more than six of you as my friends, because 99% of you, have no idea who I really am. You believe what you read about me, which is mostly true – But, have you never thought that I’m more than that? I’ve been stabbed in the back, by the people I thought I could call friends, and I’ve been left bleeding in the middle of a field. I’ve always been true against my heart, and I’ve never thought that I’m accepted by many – I’m okay by being a religious outcast, and a new sickness of the society.
I’m true to my heart, and I’m honest towards everyone. I could’ve been anyone I wanted to be – But I’ve chosen to be me.
…and what does this mean to you?….
…….it leaves you with two choices,
1) Accept me as who I am.
2) Deny me as who I am.
If you want to change me, remember that every second you spend, is a second of time you’ll never get back. I’m not worth your precious time, and it’s better to accept this now, than to keep wasting more time on me.
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